Monday 31 October 2011

The End is Near

Tomorrow, 12.30 I will be a very relieved girl. I will have finished my last paper.

Cannot wait to put down the last full stop at the end of the last sentence.

Thinking about post HSC celebrations instead of studying for the test...I will be going to El Jannah's for the first time straight after the exam! And when I get home, I will meet Siri and will have the iphone 4S in my hot little hands. Absolutely dying for a new phone omg. Can't wait to just sleep all day and stay up all night doing pointless things haha!

In the meantime, I have a date with Albert Speer :(

Monday 24 October 2011

Holga

My wishlist folder is getting out of hand, so I thought a good way of controlling what I spend is to organise it on here.

001. Film Camera
I really want one for schoolies. I know I can use my DSLR, but there's something about the grainy, faded look and effort needed in film photography that really tells a story. And I don't want to take my dad's film camera cos if anything happens to it, he will actually kill me...

Currently thinking of getting the Holga K200NM because:

  • it's cheap ($54 on ebay)
(thinking of getting it in blue)
  • it's got a removable fisheye lens
I think the lens will especially look great when I go to the beaches and what during schoolies at the central coast..
  • Multiple exposure button
Which pretty much makes pictures looks pretty and overlapped and stuff. And also colour filters (the colour plastic bits) to make pics a certain colour. Never used these features before, so it would be fun to experiment with.

It seems like a pretty decent, cheap and fun camera to play around with. Maybe I'll get it when I actually get a job and pay off my Big Day Out and now Florence and the Machine concert ticket...

Sunday 23 October 2011

My Not So Great 18th

So today I am 18. An adult. No longer a child. Should've been a massive milestone worth celebrating but it was like any average day. It so happens that my birthday is right in the middle of HSC - the day before maths exams for most people. So a party was definitely a no go. So I listened to Foster the People and Cut Copy (Alexander Skarsgard went to their concert. Cut Copy is Australian. This somehow made me happy. Just marry me now, ok?) and had a party by myself.

And then I went to a wedding. Any wedding held at Cabramatta immediately raises alarms for me. This restaurant was especially dodgey as we were greeted by fishy, trash smells. Oh Cabra. The actual reception was quite lovely. The bride and groom were totally in love - you could just tell. There were heaps of old Russian-Chinese men, some which resembled Sean Penn. There was also a gay couple that danced on chairs which was quite amusing.

So yeah, my "special day" was spent celebrating the bride and groom's. The only thing that made my day were the copious amounts of facebook posts, msn messages, texts, tweets and emails wishing me a happy birthday and luck for the HSC. And yes, I am well connected in the social networking world :P

I didn't even get a cake. Which means that I haven't blown out candles or made a special birthday wish, which is quite sad. Maybe this marks the end of such "childish" birthday traditions? :( I guess my birthday present comes in the form of a Big Day Out ticket. No YSL Arty Ring yet :(

All I know is that after HSC I am going to to make up for it. Big time.

Excuse me while I make a 11.11 wish.

Saturday 22 October 2011

We Found Love

I'm sure you guys know that I'm not a fan of Rihanna.

THIS SONG CHANGED MY OPINION:
I've watched + replayed this so so much. I've lost count.

And when that wasn't enough, I turned to tumblr and reblogged every GIF imaginable.

This song to me is definitely about Chris Brown. The guy featured in the vid is Dudley O'Shaughnessy for those of you that want to google the sexy model/boxer, and he clearly resembles Chris! His beautiful green eyes and cheekbones though....

The video is visually, so so stunning. I love the grungey/old school fashion, her hair, her makeup, everything! Everything about it reminds me of Skins. And I love skins. And I'm really impressed with her Irish accent when she narrates the beginning!

It's definitely gonna be one of those songs where I will play it constantly until I get sick of it (let's see how long that will take...)

Friday 21 October 2011

Sample Boxes

Ok, the first sample box I am now subscribed to is ilovethisbox.com.au. I somehow stumbled across the website and i love the brands that they have! There's only a few that I havent heard of! The ones I have are extremely high end. Chanel being one of them!

And just a minute ago, I also subscribed to Glossy Box. I caved in. The cute box was too cute to resist. I'm assuming that because ilovethisbox is just launching, and Glossy Box has come about from a merge, so it will also be its first box, the products I get will be extra good! You know, to lure customers and establish a name for itself, because there are so many sample box companies popping up in Australia recently!

I don't think I will stay with both companies though. $30 a month is too much for someone that doesn't actually work..although if I do manage to nab a job and am very very pleased with both boxes, I may stay. Unlikely though.


Depressed Wallet

I don't know what is it, but instead of studying, I've been just trawling the internet, searching for things to buy. My "Wishlist" bookmark folder is getting out of hand, and reaching the end of the screen. Perhaps retail therapy calms me? All I know is that since I am just a teenager living off my parents' allowance, my shopping needs are not met.

In addition to the usual clothes and shoes, I've been more and more interested in make-up products. Is it because I'm turning 18 in a few days and I feel like I can be more comfortable wearing it without feeling self conscious? Maybe. Or maybe it's because the many Youtube beauty gurus I'm subscribed to are finally getting to me.

I am hesitant about subscribing to Glossy Box Australia. I was interested in getting the Beauty Box a few months ago - I signed up and everything. Then last night, I got an email saying they've merged with Glossy Box, the leading brand of this kind in the UK. I've heard so many great things about it from UK bloggers. The box looks so cute, I might actually use them for storage (my room is a mess...)


I'm hesitant because:

  • The brands they have don't completely cut it for me. Sure, they have amazing brands such as Essie, Bobbi Brown, Illamasqua and YSL. But then they've got brands like Playboy and Garnia which aren't very special..
  • There are so many similar companies emerging. The one I am torn between is Lust Have It, which Ashleigh is subscribed to. They've got amazing brands too like Lancome,  OPI, Laura Mercier. However, they've got a bunch of brands I haven't even heard of and the box isn't as nice...
  • I'm not sure I want to pay $14.95 a month for samples. I have a fear that I won't actually use products enough and I'll end up wasting the money I could've spent on shoes or something. I mean, I am curious about make up, but I only ever wear it during special events etc. 
Since it's the first Glossy Box ever in Australia, maybe they'll make it extra special to attract customers? 

Monday 10 October 2011

Being Studious and Shit

Went back to school today. Starting school bleary eyed with inadequate sleep is nothing new. Upon walking into the school, we were greeted by graffiti on one of the basketball backboards. Sefton, how I've missed you. And the old office hags are as nasty as ever. And it turns out we still needed to be in school uniform. Even though we had to get visitor's passes. And one lady accused me of trying to be partly in uniform by borrowing Eren's jersey - who had just left and also had signed sleeves. Excuse me lady but under the emblem and in large, block letters across my back IS MY NAME! Wow. Logic is flawless.

The only nice lady is the young one who thankfully, took over from the stern faced one. Her glare could melt the wall.

We then head to Chester Hill Library. Surprise, surprise, the librarians there are Nazis too. Especially that one blonde lady who kept saying, "4 to a table" and "no sitting on the ground". It would help if there was enough chairs for everyone? Steven asked if he could remain on the beanbag. She paused before saying yes. Are you kidding me. What are beanbags there for if you cant even sit on them??? She is giving Mr Richards a run for his money. And I am adamant that all librarians in the Bankstown area must have hardcover books wedged up their arses or something. They take their job too seriously.

Was actually a pretty productive day. Stayed from 10-7. Planning to head back there again. It's about time I actually did some proper study. This time next week, I will have just finished my business studies exam and will be cramming for English.

In other news, my mum let me go to Big Day Out! STOKED. Using the $100 bond money from schoolies and $65 of my own. There goes my 18th and Xmas present. YAAAAAAY! Another thing to look forward to post HSC. November 1st, come quicker!!

Friday 7 October 2011

Killing Time

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? 
I hope so... 
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?

Dating an 18 year old would be completely normal!! Im 18 soon omg!
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?

Is that even possible??
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?

Yes!! (esp. at attractive boys LOL)
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

I dont understand this question..
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

Not today, but certainly in the past. Adele :'(
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?

Sweatpants, a tshirt and a jacket. Chilling at home..i swear haha
8. How often do you listen to music?

Not as much as I used to since I abandoned my ipod.
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?

I hate wearing jeans and I only wear sweats at home. And since im at home most of the time now, i wear sweats more. 
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?

A LITTLE SOMETHING CALLED HSC IM AVOIDING!! 
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?

Depends on how im feeling, but generally social :)
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?

Nope
13. What about ‘R’?
No...
14. Can you drive a stick shift?

I cant drive an anything. The furthest ive gone is starting the ignition. And bumper cars. 
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?

Yes! Im sensitive and take things personally as much as i hate to admit it..
16. Are you going out of town soon?

Yes, at the end of Nov/early Dec for schoolies with some of my closest friends (around 15 LOL). Should be a blast :)
17. When was the last time you cried?

Last night in a dream about my mum being dead :(
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?

Yes! All the time to my friends :)
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?

BLUE FOR SURE! 
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?

Perhaps ;)
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.

Was meant to study heaps but surprise surprise, i barely got anything done :(
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?

It has yet to happen..
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?

Oh my, nope hahaha
24. What are you sitting on right now?

A swivelly desk chair.
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?

My friends :)
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

Story of my life!!
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

Hiuy + Samantha about girly formal stuff hehe
28. Do you get a lot of colds?

I guess so :S
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?

LOL JAY JAYS HAHAHA
30. Does anyone hate you?

I hope not!!! :(
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?

Nope
32. Do you like watching scary movies?

I am the worst at watching them! NO
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?

They look pretty cool, but i could never do it. And my parents would kill me.
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

I wouldnt want to delete any year of my life! Each is precious to me in one way or the other :)
35. Did you have a dream last night?

Yes! I always remember my dreams, which i am told is a bad thing.
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

I dont know, i say it a lot! 
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

Probably not! Married at 23, wow!
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

I have no idea. 
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

LOL it's kinda creepy though. 
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?

Sort of. Yes because i finally bought my formal dress and no because i didnt do any study at all..
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?

Nope.
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?

Probably, I have a Cotton On interview tomorrow.. eek
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

A friend :) 
44. What’s the best part about school?

Hanging out with everyone!! Omg i miss it so much - i keep dreaming about it :'(
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?

HAHA i have SO many! Thousands!! 
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?

I have :)
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?

YES! Sometimes i think i do it too much..
48. Were you single over the last summer?

Forever alone!
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?

It's a lot more extreme. (Good and bad)
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

STUDYING!!!!
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?

No, if i did, the conversation wouldnt have happened
52. Are you nice to everyone?

Most of the time.. :)
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

Yup!
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

Absolutely :) 
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?

Not really..
56. Do you think you like someone?

Define "like" :P
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?

What is with these kissing questions haha
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?

Both has its pros and cons..but overall, girls.
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?

YES! Graduation, everyone saw me cry. UGLY CRY. LOL
60. Do you hate anyone?

Not "hate".
61. How’s your heart?

Fine..? 
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

YES! Year 6, my "wildest" year LOL 
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?

Yes but it had nothing to do with romance or anything..
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?

I hope noone is hahah
65. Are your toenails painted pink?

No, pastel blue actually.. my fingernails are pink though :)
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?

Depends on the circumstance and who with
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?

Well if theyre overly sensitive and ALWAYS cry, then no LOL
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?

No! 
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

Cant even remember, im not much of a phone person.
70. How do you look right now?

Pretty crap cos im at home
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?

Yes! Heaps of people :)
72. Can you commit to one person?

Probably?
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

Yup! Heaps :) I find it easier to confide in guys sometimes 
74. Have you ever felt replaced?

Yes, who hasnt :/
75. Did you wake up cranky?

I woke up crying :(
76. Are you a jealous person?

I can be, but not all the time.
77. Are relationships ever worth it?

Definitely :)
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?

I wouldnt like to think im giving up on anyone
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?

YES YES YES EVERYONE, NOT ANYONE LOL
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?

Cotton On interview!! So nervous. 
81. Last person you cried in front of?

LOL Rita? After graduation :'(
82. Is there someone you will never forget?

Way too many people to name :)
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?

I think everyone is protective of others 
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?

Doing something fun outdoors idk LOL
85. Are you over your past?

I guess so. I havent done anything HORRIBLE in the past, nothing to get over?
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?

Pretty sure i havent..
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?

Probably not EVERYTHING. 
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

I dont think ive had a TRUE love just yet.. im only 17 LOL
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?

Never been kissed :$ 
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

Nope! We're all friends :)
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?

Who knows!
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?

Yes, a couple
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?

Is this like, the 4th kissing question?? GEEZ
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?

nope
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?

I dont even remember.. 
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?

Yes! Mina is gorgeous ;)
97. Who do you have texts from?

My friends :) Although i dont use my phone much.
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

DEVOOOOOOOO
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

No more kissing questions!!
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?

Derwin and Justin. :) It was a good day. 
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?

No,  but it sounds very new  years-y and romantic :)
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?

Yes! I get butterflies in all sorts of situations.


SO THIS HAS BEEN A MASSIVE FUN WASTE OF MY TIME. NOW TO FIX MY ESSAYS NOV 1ST COME QUICKER PLEAASE!!